it's been a hot minute since i've gone on a date. i've had a lot of disposable conversations with guys, but nothing even close to semi-interesting. i have a "date" tomorrow. i met this one through mutual friends so it'll definitely be worthwhile to see if i'll enjoy myself. while this could be fun, it could all potentially be very dangerous. what if i don't like him? will my friend be insulted? even worse -- what if i don't like him and then i feel insulted because my good friend set me up with somebody that i didn't mesh with? friends are supposed to know you and they should have the scoop on what makes you tick, when you're sad, how you react in certain situations. if this date is a complete failure, does that mean my friend doesn't know a thing about me? perhaps it means i know exactly what i want and it's all so crystal clear in my head but i'm unable to articulate it to anyone close to me.
either way, i'm just going to enjoy it. i know nothing about this guy. he lives in los feliz and he's really tall. but that's all i know. the mystery is kinda fun.
i was a little scared when i found myself canceling on people. did i give up too soon? i think i just needed a breather. besides -- it's about quality. and i'd like to think that my friends would set me up with a qualified person. the plus side about this date is that if we ever run out of things to talk about, we can just gossip about our mutual friends and eventually become....friends.
but we'll see...
hopefully my friends won't let me down...
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